I've been abusing my NyQuil for about a week now. I just don't even wanna be awake so I take a couple and knock out. I need to stop. It's just for now till I go out, wherever, on New Years Eve. I'm in dire need of some relaxation. I don't ever even wanna be awake. There's just so much shit going on and I'm tired of dealing with it. Seriously, I'll just lay in bed till like 2pm then get up, shower, eat, and lay back in bed. I feel all empty inside but the thing is there's a lot I'm keeping in. I have a giant headache and all I wanna do it pop some NyQuil and sleep. Ughhh. I need to go out. Bad.