I fucken hate you for this. I hate you for it every time you do it. I wonder if you even know you do it to me. You always say shit that comes the fuck out of left field and it trips me out because I don't fucken know if you mean it or not. 90% of the time I don't say shit I don't mean even if I'm arguing with you or you've made me mad. I still think about the shit I say because I don't want you taking it the wrong way or thinking I mean something I don't. But the fucken shit you say drives me insane because it could mean so many fucken things. I love how you never answer me about it either. You know how much you impact me with the littlest shit you do. But I don't think you realize how badly the shit you say hurt my feelings. If you don't answer me about it then I'm not gonna fucken keep nagging you about it. If it's done then it's done. If you don't wanna talk about it then fine. You obviously just don't understand OR give a shit. You know I'm always honest with you and I'm always solid with you but sometimes you just act hella outtapocket. Sometimes I feel like there's something more to what you're tryna say to me and it fucken drives me insane.. To the point where I just can't take it.