I admit, sometimes I'm not the easiest person to please. As much as I tell myself I'm laid back and easy going, I'm really not. I complain a lot. I point the finger without realizing my own mistakes. I'm uptight and want things done a certain way. I'm a control freak and perfectionest. I make things that should be simple, really, overly complicated. I'm an overanalyzer. When I meet someone, I give them my complete trust and when they break it I blame them as if it was really their fault. If I didn't let them in I wouldn't be hurt. Rarely do I take things face value. I don't remember that last time I was relaxed. My mind is always on a million different things. Underneath all that.. I know I'm a great person. I may be complicated but my intentions are always good for those who've never intentionally hurt me. Even to those who're close to me that've made my life Hell I give them nothing but my respect, love, and loyalty. I'm kind and caring. I try to treat those close to me as best I can although it doesn't always seem like it. Anyone who's willing to see through all of my mess and look at that good things I can do.. Well good for you. But I don't need you to see all that because I do. I'm happy with my own messed up version of myself.