Of course... Of course I'm getting yelled at and treated like I'm the fucken worst thing to happen to the world. Of course I am. My Mom thinks she's fucken Superwoman. I DON'T THINK OF YOU LIKE THAT. NEVER HAVE. I've always depended on my Grandparents for everything I need. When I need clothes, food, money I go with THEM. When my Mom and I go grocery shopping for the house I don't buy nothin on her dime that I don't need. I buy shit to make my own food cos she sure as hell don't ever cook. UGH. I just finished eating so I feel a little bit better. I'm still deciding whether or not I wanna stay at my Grandparent's house till next Sunday. I'll decide tomorrow. I'm just really mentally and emotionally tired and everyone is irritating me..

I sound ungreatful and rude but whatever.