I've had the best weekend ever (that I can remember). All thanks to my buhbbsy. ^__^ I looved our random mall hopping adventures and driving to San Jose just to return the stuff then going back to Southland to get him replacement clothes because I suck and get the wrong sizes. =( Had an adventure with him then went off to spend the rest of the night with Bffl. Ronnie's house for spu-get-thi (since I really don't know how to spell it). AND FUCK. THAT EASTER BUNNY KEPT TURNING UP AT EVERY MALL I WENT TO. NOT FUCKEN COOL. I ran past that muthafucker.

I can't thank my babe enough for making the world's biggest effort and trying harder to not be the same person who'd let their temper get in the way of everything. We both made a conscious effort to be better for each other and it definitely showed because we were just hella happy and had hella fun together. I mean.. I still had my moments, but you, shockingly, didn't get hella mad at me and just be a dick. You were the calm(er) one and really tried to reason out with me. That hella caught me off guard. <3 And especially when I left. -_____- You came after me and shit. Well I mean, you always do but it wasn't as bad a fight as I thought we'd end up having. And when you were all "I thought you wanted to leave for good." Never that! I just let my emotions get the best of me. But I've really been trying and that was really the only time they got me at all yesterday. Everytime I would start to get all worked up you did the best job and said and did all the right things that got me calm again. It helped. But I've been catching myself. Good job us! This is goin good. Let's keep it up. I know things will never completely change because we're still us and we'll still have those moments where our old habits take over but if we keep this progress forward I just know it'll all work itself out. Really, you made me the happiest girl in the world yesterday. <3 I just felt so damn lucky that, underneath it all, I have someone like you. Teehee. *claps

After running a good block bare foot at 1:30 in the morning and walking in the blaazing heat from the house to the mall and back I'm pooped and my feet are killing me. Time for a nap.