I feel free without you. I admit it gets lonely, I wish I had you to talk to and joke around with, but I feel like I don't have the drama and arguing that came with the relationship we had. It kinda feels good. I wish I had you around still but the relationship we had before just wasn't working so I had to give it up. It wasn't going anywhere. I'm a damn good person, I have my immature moments and I know I have some realizing to do and I gotta work on me, but I honestly believe you brought out the worst in me. I thought we could be so good.. But we just weren't connecting emotionally and that constant unspoken battle with our emotions brought out the worst in me, even though I held back so much. It caused me to be childish, immature, etc. But I felt for most of it, I was justified and you weren't being even close to understanding my point of view. But that's coo. It's all behind us now. That chapter is over now I guess. I can't complain though. We had a good run. I just wish it could've worked out. Oh well. I think if we ever got the chance to give it another go, we have to want the same things. You have to be willing to be more open and understanding. Maybe sometime in the future we'll be able to work on it again, but it doesn't look like it's gonna be anytime soon. But that's okay too.