I guess curiosity prompted you to ask me if I had sex with other people while we weren't talking, but I that was a dumb question. I've been faithful since day one. I didn't have to be, I didn't owe it to you but I'm not the type of person to sleep around. I don't think it's right. And if I recall, I didn't have sex with anyone before we met. To me, sex was and still is something you share with someone you really care about. I couldn't see myself having sex with anyone else because I'm not in love with anyone else, stupid. When I asked you the same question and you didn't answer. I asked you like three times before you started at least giving me BULLSHIT answers. Finally you said know but that was a load of crap. You said it shouldn't matter who else you have sex with. How the fuck you gonna ask me why it matters to me? BECAUSE IT JUST DOES. You don't wanna think what we have is serious but we've been talking for dumbass long, we've been through a lot together, regardless of whether or not you wanna admit it there's a level of seriousness with us. You wanna go out and play and fuck other bitches, fiiine. But I'm not gonna put up with it. I'm not gonna be talkin to a nigga for a year and not have it go anywhere. You at least owe me not having sex with anyone else. Come on. If I had sex with someone else you KNOW you'd be pissed as fuck and you're probably leave but oh no, I'm not allowed to get mad. Gtfo with that shit. I shouldn't have stopped you when you were trying to leave. I should've just let you walk because you're right, I didn't believe you when you said no. Nor did I believe you all the other times you said you didn't fuck some other bitch or do this or do that. I don't believe a damn thing you tell me. If you wanted to go I should've just let you go and not look back. Go have sex with whoever you want because as long as we're talking, I am not gonna put up with you fuckin some other girl. That's disrespectful. And gross. Wtf if I catch something? That's fucken nasty. I didn't wanna know how many girls you've had sex with because I'm pretty sure it's way more than I can stomach to know. I know it's a lot but I don't need an exact number. I've heard enough from other people, you've told me enough, and I've figured enough out that I know it's a lot. How come a girl is a hoe for having sex with different guys but it's totally okay for a guy? Age old question. It's not okay that you're having sex with other people. I have the biggest feeling but I just wish I knew something for sure. It's obviously you're fucken lying to my face all the times I've asked you or it's come up but I want solid evidence. The thought of you touching another girl makes me sick to my stomach. But it's nothing new. I feel like that all the fucken time. Idk why you even asked me if I had sex with anyone else. You damn well should know the answer to that. NO. IT'S A NOT. WHO WOULD I HAVE SEX WITH OTHER THAN YOU, SHOULD BE THE FIRST QUESTION. AND IT'S GROSS. I'm not someone's cuddy buddy. I'm not down with fuckin a guy just for a fuck. That's not me. I think you're nasty as fuck for bein down to do that shit. I'm not gonna let some guy have the privlege of having sex with me JUST ONCE. That's gross. I think sex is something that should be shared between two people that care about each other. Call me old fashioned but that's how I feel. I think if you've had sex with 10 people in a lifetime is a lot, much less 18. I've done nothing to make you think I'd ever do that to anyone, especially you. Just because we weren't speaking didn't mean that everything bewteen us was off, it wasn't the end. Just because I felt like having sex when we weren't speaking doesn't mean I'd go out and find some guy who's down to fuck. Gross. That's all I can think about is gross. That may be something you're down to do, but definitely not me. And I think it's even more disrespectful that you go out and fuck other girls, then fuck ME, putting my health on the line. WHAT IF YOU GET SOME NASTY FUCKEN STD? I GET IT TOO. I would seriously castrate you my friend. I wouldn't even be mad at the female who gave it to you. You consciously had sex with idk how many other girls than have sex with me too. That's fucked up. But I guess it's even more fucked up I still have sex with you knowing that you do that stuff to me. I guess I'm the one to blame. But whatever. This shit it annoying as fuck. I wanna rant some more but it'll come out all in jibberish. My mind is moving 100x faster than my hands can type.

/angryrant/ FUCK. No pun intended.