Dear blog, I've neglected you a lot lately. I just got home from work and I have tons of AP bio homework to do. I should do it but I'll blog first. I haven't been able to just talk and let stuff out. There's always something to be done. If I'm not at school or doing something school related (homework, typically) then I'm at work. That takes up 97% of my time and energy. The other 3% I'm doing something that is still a necessity, in reality. Like taking my permit test/practicing driving, etc etc. I never get time to just be alone, to think and to just rest. I miss silence. I always hear SOMETHING whether it's birds or the sound of my typing - whatever, it's still noise. I miss seeing my friends and going out. When I have free time I spend it with my love. It's my way of just relaxing and getting away from all the work I have to do. He's like my vacation. =) Haha, gay.. But that's how it is (now that we're good, yes!) Just laying down in bed with him in my favorite. I could just lay there for days. He's really the only person that knows what's going on in my life cos that's who I talk to, even though I don't really tell him a lot. I don't wanna overload him with me me me. But I'm thankful that he listens to begin with (except right now when I really wanna talk!!!!! Lol.)

Work was super annoying today, idk why. I've been super annoyed and bitchy the past two days. Maybe it's cos of my rag but fuuuck. Mr. Mac came to the resturant today! Emma is shooo cute. Oh! And Nickaloo came too! His family is so nice. His Mom called me hardworking. =) Haha. I never knew how hard it would be to balance everything that's going on. Above anything else, I really miss my Bubs. Even though I just saw him on Thursday, it feels like I haven't seen him in so long. Sometimes the weeks, and lately we do go weeks without seeing each other, go by really fast but right now I really really miss him.. Maybe this is my period talking, lol, but still. I wanna hug him really hard right now. His birthday is coming up, yaay! Even though he got his present already. -_- It made me laugh. He took a picture of the Xbox I bought him, with the iPhone I bought him. Lolol, idk why that made me laugh. But anywhoo.. I should get on that AP bio homework I have. I just wanna sleep. BUT SLEEP IS FOR LOSERS.