I'll be completely honest, it feels like someone chewed out a piece of my heart. But it's okay. I'm gonna do me. Go to school, work (I'm never missing a day of work for a nigga again cos they don't pay for shit) and I'm gonna end up with someone better. I told him to get the fuck out of my life. A part of me hates him so much but the rest is so in love with him. But fuck that part. I never wanna speak to him again or ever see his face. I'll bump into him eventually I know, but I'll just walk past him like he doesn't exist. I wasted my two fucken years of my life. I'm just over this. I shoulda listened to everyone from the get go.