I can't think of any reason why our relationship would work. Now that you're gonna be going to school and getting a job you won't have time to see me at all, and when you do get free time you won't wanna spend it driving all the why to see me (not that you even seem like you enjoy yourself around me or wanna spend time with me); you'll wanna relax and spend it with other people. Another thing is you'll be meeting so many new people and eventually you're gonna find someone to replace me with. You don't love me or find me all that amazing that you'd still talk to me so I don't expect it to last much longer. This sucks, but oh well.


I've pretty much just prepared myself with the worst so I'm not trying to get you to make me happy or see how upset I am becos it's a waste. I'm sick of being so sad.