Nick just called me. Apparently I'm in the wrong for having sex with Giovanni. He got all mad at me like "I can't believe you. I never wanna talk to you again. You really a bop?" Blah blah blah, shut the fuck up. He acts like he didn't have sex with all these other female while we were talking for TWO YEARS. I asked him if what he did to me was okay abd justified and he said "Well you act like you weren't my main." Uh, that doesn't make all the shit you did to me okay. He knew I was right that's why he avoided the question. He can be mad all he wants but I didn't do a damn thing wrong. He can think I'm a bop, hoe, slut all he wants..I don't really care. Of course I still care about him but I'm gonna do me regardless. Me and Giovanni aren't talking and we aren't gonna be. We both don't want anything serious (idk what I want, lol, but whatever happens happens) but we just had fun. Is it gonna happen again? Idk. Do I want it to? I don't care either way but he's made me feel safe, happy, comfortable, beautiful.. And no other guy has ever treated me like that. He's a hella good person and that's what I like. Some girl will be lucky one day.

But as far as Nick is concerned.. He has no right to be mad. I expected him to flip out but he can't expect me to put my life on hold for him. He said he never wants to talk to me again. Fine.