What the fuck was that I'm a "fake girlfriend" shit for, what the fuck did it mean, and where the fuck did it come from are my questions. I do my muthafucken damnest to give you what you want. I do some pretty amazing shit considering, yeah you're right, I am not your girlfriend. I know you've been through shit and you've been promised things and they didn't happen that's why I don't promise you these huge presents because what happens if I couldn't get it? I'd look foolish and you'd be pissed and you'd have reason to say I "ain't finna buy em so whatever." You don't understand how much that shit annoys me. When you needed money I gotchu. Okay, it wasn't hella money but that's not the point. What'd you get me for my birthday? Yeah, nothing. You showed up two hours late and was texting some other female. Nope, didn't even sit your ass next to me and you dipped right after you ate. But did I complain? Did I say shit? No. But for your birthday I bought you $155 pair of shoes. Shit doesn't get handed to me on a silver plater. My Mom is stretching her budget just like every other single parent out there, I don't just get handed $100 out of nowhere. I work to get the money I have to spend, it's not just handed to me. When you want something it takes me a week or two to come up with the money but haven't I always fucken gotten you something you wanted? I do my fucken best to provide for you in whatever way you need me to. But don't come at me sayin I'm not gonna come through for you. I understand no one else is going to do what I'm doing, but it's like if I don't do it when you want, how you want, wearing what you want, how fast you want it's "Oh I don't want it anymore." I'M NOT SUPERWOMAN. You just randomly tell me to buy your shoes on Saturday or else. I don't have what, $170, $190 on me just like that! You've put this pressure on me to do things your way or else you're just gonna blow the fuck up and leave me. I want to do these things for you but you have to give me time to do them. I'm sorry I'm not rich and I can't do things at your every command but it is what it is. I'm always "baby" when you want something. I'm tired of being scared you're gonna get mad and hold shit against me because I don't do what you tell me to do, when, where, how. It's like you only depend on me to get shit from me and no other reason. If that's gonna be the case then we gotta problem. I'm tired of you using your drunkeness as an excuse for you to be actin out and calling me names and shit. That's not cool, drunk or sober. Things are going to start to have to change, this is unacceptable whether you wanna admit it or not.