It's not just that you didn't buy me anything for Christmas. That's the whole thing that finally pushed me over the edge. I don't need you to spend money on me and you know that. But I bend over backwards for you and I get no type of appreciation or thanks for it. I've been feeling like you don't even care and that whole not doing anything for me for Christmas was the last fucken straw. I'm livid over it, I really fucken am. You don't get how crushed I was to not get a card. You could've written it on the inside of a Fruitloops box and I would've still loved it. But you didn't even do that. You been knowing I was gonna see you and you had all the free time between then and when I saw you to do it but you still fucken didn't. That just shows how much my happiness means to you. You know I've been unhappy and you're not doing a damn thing about it. You go and say you didn't know I've felt like this? Uh yeah, because when I tried to bring it up before you'd get defensive and mad so I just gave up. The anger I'm feeling is a lot deeper rooted than not getting a present. It just comes from months of not getting any type of recognition or care or thanks from you. If everyone else can see how fucked up you were for not showing me any type of love then you should too, wtf. I'm tired of laying out how I feel for you and literally telling you what I want you to do. You should fucken figure it out yourself. No effort from you what so fucken ever. How fucken hard is it to take a piece of paper and sit at the table for five fucken minutes to make me a damn card? NOT THAT FUCKEN HARD. It's like you don't even think about how much that would hurt not getting nothing from you. Go steal flowers from someone's yard or something I don't care. Just give me SOMETHING. You've never spent a dime on me. I mean, I don't need you to but it's been too fucken long that you haven't done anything for me. I go out of my way for you and you don't do anything like that for me. It's so frustrating. Trying to get you to do one little thing for me is like pulling teeth. I can't be with someone who's not gonna put any effort in. I'm happy, you make me happy, but this situation and your poor choices are really hurting me. It's like I physically have no strength to do it anymore. I'm tired of being with someone who shows me no appreciation. You can say you love me and you appreciate me all you want but if you're not doing anything to show me I seriously don't believe you. It hurts my feelings more than anything. You're just too ignorant to understand. At this point your words mean nothing to me. Maybe you should consider doing something for me for a change then maybe, just maybe I'll believe you.