Yaawn. I just got finished straightening my hair. I'm thinking of doing my toesies. I was gonna go get a pedicure but I don't feel like spending the money on it anymore. I tried doing something different to my hair. Fail. My hair really hates me. It doesn't straighten, it doesn't curl, it doesn't tease. It's just a puff. Ugh. I guess I'll shower and clean my room. I hate how I wake up early regardless of what time I sleep.. I was on the phone with Meemz till like 12:00something. Then fucken Nick called me again at 2:00something. I don't understrand why he does it... Or why I answer. I mean, who else would call me at that hour? He said "call me at 11 so we can kick it." NOOOOOO. I really wasn't planning on it. I don't really care about having anything to do with him anymore but I ended up calling and he didn't answering; oh well. Haha. I wasn't expecting him to. I don't feel sad or bad or something. Just like "Oh well." I mean, we would've gone out and I would've had to pay AGAIN so I saved myself money. Muaha. I'm not really excited for tomorrow. I am on and off but not really.. I wanna cat. LOL. But I feel bad so I'll just go and get through 4 torturous hours. It got politely extended from 12 to 2. I don't think I'll stay till 2:00.... Haha. I'm gonna go to Ronnie's after and eat Asia Deligh +watch a movie till Bffl gets out of practice. My Mom just walked in here and asked me "I thought you were going out." and I'm like "Nah. He didn't answer." then she walks away going "I FUCKEN HATE HIM. I DON'T GET WHAT THE FUCK YOU KEEP PUTTING YOURSELF THROUGH THIS FOR. I DON'T GET IT. HE HURTS YOU. YOU CRY. IT'S THE SAME SHIT ALL OVER AGAIN. *rant continues..." Hahha. I'm not sad, I'm not crying, I don't care. I'm really fine, haha. Perhaps I'll get a shake laayer. *face palm... I NEED TO GET MY EYEBROWS DONE! I need to bounce!