Yesterday was cool. I didn't intend on seeing Nick but I was by his old house and decided to give him a call and have lunch or something. It was nice to see him, I'm not gonna lie. But it was different. I really felt like we were hanging out as just friends. My feelings for him were still there but like, I wasn't hanging out with him like we usually do. It was more relaxed and idk how to really explain it. It was cool though. He put in Shutter Island and I was actually watching it but he was lookin hella bored, haha. It was fun though. I knew I was starting to get over it or a part of me already has because when I was playing with his iTouch I saw a picture that would've normally made me flip out but I was just kinda like "Heh" and shrug my shoulders. I didn't even trip. I just put down the ipod and helped him pack. It really didn't bother me. Idk if that's a good or bad thing but whatever. He kept walking away whenever people called and I wanted to be like "You don't have to hide anything from me. I don't care who you're talking to." But it was really nice to hang out with him. I missed being at the house too. I missed his Dad! Haha. But yeah, it was cool. Nothing felt forced. Twas good.