The past few days have really been some downers for me. I thought on Friday going to work would make me happy but I just got even more annoyed and shit. Today was just as bad pretty much. I wish I had someone I could just vent to about stuff. Like at the end of the day I wanna be able to just talk to someone. I don't even feel like blogging anymore. *sigh..

"I guess" things between me and Nick are "getting better." I guess. I don't really know. I don't really believe he's forreal because he's told me about 8,000 times that "this time he is really gonna change." Yup, I believe you. But I guess I won't know unless I actually stick with him. But I dunno..