It sucks how one minute I’m absolutely sure about how I feel, and then next minute I’m in a gray area. I don’t know if I’m thinking about something just because it’s nice to think about, or if it’s something that I want. I don’t know if I’m feeling something because it’s an ‘of the moment feeling’ or if it’s actually how I feel. That’s what sucks about being lost. You’re unsure about where you’re at. You’re unsure about how you feel. You’re unsure about what you want. You’re just plain unsure...all the damn time. And when you finally think you’ve found yourself... You’re lost again.