Sigh sigh.. I'm lookin real rough right now. I'm in boxers and a beater and my hair is a mess. I've been working on homework all day, took a nap, then went back to doing homework. My room is still messy. Hella shit on the floor and my desk. At least I did my laundry and put like, 99% of it. I really wish he'd come see me today.. =( All of a sudden I hella miss him. Right now I just wanna put my feelings aside and just cuddle up with him on my bed or somethin. I could really use a nice big hug right now. Just for right now I'm willing to pretend like how frustrated and fed up and annoyed I am doesn't even exist. I'm in a poopy mood. It's not even that I'm mad or sad. I'm just like, aloof and shit. I feel like, hallow. I keep eating too!! Maybe I'm trying to fill myself with food, haha.. Anywhoo.. I know he won't come through but if I could have my way. But that's probably not condusive to what I'm trying to do, lol. I did some english homework. Kinda.. I really just wanna hug right now. Welp, not gonna happen and I'll get out of this mood eventually. Back to homework I suppose.