You know what.. Maybe I am selfish. But you would be too if you had to live here. We are two different people and it made me so fucken mad that you even had the nerve to speak on the way my family treats me. You don't know the fucken half. You don't sit on the phone with me when I'm upset. You're not there for me when I needed you the most when shit was rough with my family. The only shit you know is stuff you read off my blog so when you said "I understand why your family treats you the way they do" I seriously wanted to punch you square in your fucken face. You do NOT speak on shit you know nothing about. I internalize everything and that's because of the way I was brought up. We come from type different families. Your family raised you completely different than mine. Our families work comepletely different. You don't even know what I feel so for you to speak on my family dynamics when you are NEVER there for me when I need someone to just let me vent, you have absolutely no right to be sayin shit. Fine, call me selfish. Go ahead and justify why you treat me the way you do. But do not even speak on my family like that. They ain't the best, but you don't know jack shit about us or the way they make me feel. Maybe if you were there for me you could say something but you were never there. You would tell me to basically suck it up. I'M NOT LIKE YOU. All I ever wanted was someone to listen to me and be there for me when shit wasn't right at home. You didn't even need to do anything but be on the phone with me, but you didn't do that. Did I complain? Nah. But before you go and say my family is RIGHT for mistreating me, better think twice cos you don't know 'nun. It's rare I defend my family for the way they treat not only me, but everyone else in the family, but you were never there to listen so you don't know anything.