1/2 of me is like: It's been so long, you can't give up now. You have to really make an effort to make this better for you and for us. He's the love of your life and there's a reason you're still fighting for him this long. You've gotta show him you really wanna change and you'd do anything in the world to make this better. You know you miss the old times. You'd give anything to make those times happen again. You have to really want to try or else it's not gonna work..

The other 1/2: Give up.