This sounds kinda funny but I love you most when you're half asleep. Everything is calm and I feel like the guard you have up is finally down. You aren't fully aware of what you're saying but the responses you give and the things you say are honest, for the mos part. That's when we argue the least and I feel I can love you the easiest. You always say the sweetest things when you're half asleep (if you're coherent enough to respond, lol). I can pick on you and make fun of you without the fear of making you mad. I can just be my complete self when you're half asleep. Sometimes I wish that you'd just stay that way so things would be a little easier.. I gotta start actin right if I'm gonna prove to him I want to work things out. I wanna show him I can be the person HE wants. I love you a whole fucken lot, Nick. <3