I know I don't really have much to say I'm sorry about but I'm sorry. I'm sorry I was such a picky bitch about things and constantly tried to over-analyze everything. I'm sorry I couldn't just go with the flow and be happy with that. I'm sorry I had to be a big baby and cry about everything. I'm sorry I complained about everything you did and had to make you feel bad for all of it. I'm sorry I just couldn't be comfortable not knowing where our relationship would end up. I'm sorry I couldn't be the solid good friend that you wanted from me. I'm sorry I had no emotional intelligence what so ever and would moodswing all the time. I'm sorry I constantly nagged you about stupid shit. I'm sorry I couldn't just be laid back and relaxed like you wanted. I'm sorry. I wish I could go back and fix all these things and not take for granted the time we spent together. I look back on it now and regret trying to fix a situation and couldn't just enjoy being around you. That's my biggest regret. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry. I don't know what I'm gonna do without you. And it sucks.