Tuesday, March 9, 2010

March has definitely not been a good month for me so far. =( F on that gas laws unit final, D over D on the definition essay for Crowther (HOW DID I NOT FOLLOW THE FORMAT MR. CROWTHER? SMH!), got my abandoned and shit lmao, constant arguing with my Mumma, my bronchitis got worse. The list goes on. I'm definitely sad about everything but like they say "if you're going through hell, keep going." I'm never gonna stop till I'm happy. I've always had that mentality and although things won't really get to a good place till I'm living on my own and shit like that (only like a year and a few months till I graduate!), I'm not gonna stop and feel sorry for myself. I guess I'm content, but that depression and feeling of helplessnes definitely comes and goes. But that's to be expected. I'm waiting for my lasagna and biscuits to cook, and I'm attempting to study for this exam for Crowther because I NEED it to raise my grade. But I'm not getting very far. -__- I'm shopping online. Whoever said money doesn't but happiness wasn't rich enough. ^_^ Haha. Mac, Karmaloop, TOMS, Vans, F21....orgasm. I'm still on the fence about prom. If I go, I guess I'd want to go with Adam since he's way tall and we can just get so fucken loaded before we go that I don't even know I'm at prom (hahaha), or Chrissy. But he's shorter than me and he's such a whore!! I see him with a different girl everyday.

These bursts of crying come and go. But I'm okay.

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