Monday, March 29, 2010

Way to make me feel like shit. Again. You say the most unnecessary stupidest shit to me then get all mad at me when I get mad over it. You know all the shit to say that makes me upset and mad and yet you still do it. It it's always when it seems like you don't even wanna talk to me. This is why I don't even call you because 1) I don't know if you're even gonna talk to me and 2) if you talk to me to just be nice you fucken do that to me. This is why I almost never want to even when I do think about it all the time. I call you maybe once out of the 25 times I think about doing it. I just let you call me whenever you feel like it because you "wanted" to talk to me. And it's fucken annoying when you call me back and ask me what's wrong when you know exactly what you fucekn did and then fucken go and get irritated at ME for being upset? If you never fucken did it then maybe I fucken wouldn't be mad. Then you fucken go get irritated at me and give me your half-ass sorry and then completely don't deal with it. WELL IF YOU JUST DIDN'T SAY IT AT ALL... This whole fucken thing could've just been avoided. I could've avoided feeling like shit. Sometimes it's easier to just not talk to you because whenever I go to you to talk, we always end up fighting. Maybe I just fucken suck. I don't even see why you should call me after we fight, it's not like you have to. REMEMBER?

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