Thang,
I've never felt more comfortable or loved by anyone in the entire world. With you I knew what it felt like to be completely understood and accepted by another person. You loved me through and through, regardless of how stupid, childish, bitchy, and annoying I was. I remember every night you'd call me at the same time and we'd just talk about anything and everything. You adored me and I actually believed that was the truth. You never did anything to hurt me on purpose and if you did hurt me, you apologized and reasoned things out with me. I can honestly say I've never been more happy with another person.. I felt safe and taken care of with you even if you were miles away. I remember when I'd get to school I'd call you and wake you up since I started earlier and we'd text all through my first period class, haha. Which was math and I should've been paying attention. Every night before you'd go to sleep even if we didn't talk the whole day, I was sleeping, we were mad at each other, whatever, you'd always text me and say you love me. You knew all the ways to make me feel better. My favorite thing to do was face you and put my chin on your shoulder while you'd hug me. We'd just stay like that for eveeer. You're the only person whose gone out of their way for me. Waking up at 5:00am just to get a ride with your cousin to SJSU and taking the bus to my school to see me, who does that? You did. I remember you hated Ronnie for "taking me away from you." Haha. I remember when we watched Pirates of the Carribean for my birthday one year. It didn't matter how much time had passed since we last saw each other, everytime we saw each other it was so comfortable. You knew my most intimate secrets and never judged me. I remember the night when it all ended, too.. You told me you couldn't be with me because of what happened with Ronnie. I was heartbroken. You told me you did still care about me and the months that we spent trying to work things out again were honest and sincere and you did love me but you just couldn't be with me. I was crying on the phone and you actually stayed on the phone with me even with your brother asleep in the room with you. You told me it'd all be okay. You hated to hear me cry and I knew you felt bad saying all those things to me. We don't talk anymore. It's awkward between us. But I'm thankful that I got the chance to love the most genuine, sweet, loving person I've ever come to meet. You always reminded me that I was the best girl in the world when I was with you. You never let me think anything less. You treated me with the most respect and attention and appreciation. If it wasn't for you I wouldn't think I deserve what I want. You set the bar for any other guys that came after you. Thanks for loving me. It's the best gift I've ever gotten in my life. I hope you're doing well, whatever you're up to. Your 18th birthday is coming up. I'll make sure to wish you a good one.
Sincerely,
Rikki
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