I seriously haven't blogged in ages but that's because I'm enjoying my life. I've been so busy with school and work and hanging out and being happy.. It's crazy how time has flown by. I haven't blogged since before prom! I had an amazingly handsome date...before the drama went down, lmao. But thankfully we're on great terms again. Couldn't imagine not being friends anymore over what happened. What else.. I graduated. =) High school isn't that difficult but needless to say, I feel accomplished. I'm closing the door on a chapter of my life and I'm ready to jump feet first into the next, but before that I'm going to enjoy every bit of summer. It'd be too much to recap on now but long story short, I'm so happy with life. I'm lightweight stressed about my transcript because they said it won't be ready till mid-July and if I don't meet the deadline for SFSU my admission is going to be revoked; other than that I've graavy. =)

Some days I miss him, some days I don’t. I keep going on with my day. He comes around when he comes around. With or without, I still do me.


Yes.

STORY OF MY LIFE. LOL.

Okay so everyone is nagging me to go to prom and I was pretty fucken adament on NOT going but.. I kinda want to now. And now that I know the person I wanted to go with wanted to go with me. Haha. Again with LAST minute ass prom. I doubt he's gonna ask cos prom is in less than two weeks. :(

I spend way too much time caring about people. I'm tired of giving people second chances (hi Nick). I knew this whole fucken thing was a joke and I regret showing you how I fucken feel. I wish I just ignored you like I knew I should've.. Nothing is never different and people never change. This is exactly why I don't wanna fuck with no one. So I'll talk to dudes or whatever but I dont' wanna "talk" to anyone. I don't want a fucken relationship cos no one is solid. Everyone is so fucken, ughh. I'm happy for my girls who are in happy relationship with guys who treat them right but I can't see myself with anyone cos no one has ever treated me right. I'm not bitter about it cos I'm happy with my life but I'm just disappointed that I gave Nick the time of fucken day when he doesn't deserve shit from me.. "Changed" my ass.

My break has been going pretty well. =) Went to Tomi's on Tuesday with Elaine and David. Soo yummy. It was nice to catch up with her. She sent me the cutest text. We really are bffs even though we're not talking or spending time together EVERY second. We get that our lives can't be completely intertwined all the time but we always make time for each other.

Today I went to the beach with Kevin, Justin, Cam, and Rosie. It was fun. I didn't wear any makeup, ahhh. Haha. It felt nice. I got super tan though but today was fun. It was nice to spend time with the boys again. Justin's sister is pretty funny, haha. Idk, I thought I had more to say but I guess not. Lol. I'm guuuud.

I'm very happy. Even though this nigga Giovanni thought he could play me and I caught him and I'm doin me solo again I'm quite happy! :) Just 3 weeks till graduation and I'm too juiced to be working, hopefully 2 jobs if Max's doesn't give me more hours. I don't like having free time so I'm constantly trying to occupy myself with one thing or another. I'm steady tryna build up my savings. Err, the money in my account. I had almost $1,000 in my checking but I was hella mad so I went shopping, haha. But I'm trying to save extra now cos they cut my hours and are gonna again during the summer. The BBQ in ssf was hella fun in Friday. Cut 4-6 and went up there. Saw my Hansy horse, whee! I have the best coworkers ever. I'm blessed. <3