Nick, this is for you if you ever see it.

When you hit me, don't bullshit me. I don't have time for it. If you wanna talk to me then fine, I'll talk to you. I do want to, it's cool to see whsup with you and how you're doing but don't bullshit me dude. If you want some type of relationship/contact with me you have to come at me right. How you've acted the past few times I've talked to you pretty much shows me you haven't changed for shit nor have you learned/taken anything from what we went through. On the other hand sir, I have. My state of mind is completely different. You gotta show me something new and different. I don't wanna fuck with the old Nick is no way, shape, or form. I want a new frienship and it that leads to something else then fiine but I don't have the time nor the desire to repeat the last two years of my life. When you left it was a weight off my shoulders. If you really want me back in any way you have to come at me with something different. If not, it's not my problem.

But, I do miss you dude.