Sunday, April 11, 2010

If you haven't noticed, I don't try anymore. If this relationship is gonna go down the drain and you let it, I know it didn't matter at all to you. I'm tired of trying to make myself feel better for shit you do to me. What I want, what I need, the way you treat me, the reason I'm so sad and unhappy - none of it matters to you because no matter how terrible I feel I still come through for you and you always get what you want. So as long as you get what you want you could careless about why I'm feeling the way I do. You don't have to work for anything. If you want something, no matter what you did to me, you'll get it. But I mean, that's my fault.. I'm tired of talking about it, thinking about it, crying about it. I like forgetting this whole thing even exists. I'm not gonna bother you about how I feel anymore. If you cared, you'd do something about it. But obviously, it's all about what you want and how you want things to be. It's not that I'm keeping my mouth shut for you so YOU'RE happy, I just have no energy to care about someone who doesn't care either. Sighhh.

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