Nice of you to finally admit you think I'm a good for nothing 13 year old littleass girl that has nothing to offer you other than money and buying you things and that you should just leave my ass now because you have all these girls in Sac to fuck with. I'm stupid, too apparently and you don't need to talk to me ever again. I mean, if that's how you feel all power to you. I'm not here to make you stay - that's all on you. I just want you to either stay in my life as one consistent thing or stay out of it for good. You never take my feelings into consideration anyways. You notice when something is bothering me and you ask, then you get all pissy and yell at me telling me why I'm wrong and how I'm being stupid and that we should just stop talking. You never try to do anything about it. Since the begining you never had to work for anything. I gave you everything you wanted, when you wanted. And when you did something I didn't like and I'd try to tell you, you'd threaten to leave and that's the last thing I wanted so I shut up just so you'd stick around (not that you treated very well but whatever). Typically I'm a no bullshit type of person and would not stand for the way you treat me, but I love you so much that I let everything slide. I even thought maybe that's the way things were supposed to be, that the way you treated me was normal for everyone. But I knew it wasn't, yet I still stuck by you through all the shit you put me through simply because I love you and that I was willing to stand by you just because I wanted you in my life. I thought I'd rather have you in my life mistreating me instead of you being out of my life but that's so fucked up. I can't be with someone who I'm completely in love with, give everything to, who I'm there for mentally, emotionally, physically, the person who I bend over backwards for when he needs it, and not get even some of that in return. If I asked you for some big favor, you wouldn't do it. But don't I always do things for you when you ask? No matter how little or big the favor is, I do it. I overnight send money to you when you ask me and don't get thanked until 2 two days later. I bottle up how I feel because I don't wanna argue with you. I'd rather just not talk to you because when you ask me what's wrong all we do is argue about it and you tell me how I'm wrong and stupid, no one wants to hear that, so I just keep everything in until I completely boil over. But I NEVER disrespect you when I'm mad. NEVER have I called you degrading, humiliating names, or disrespected you in the slightest. If I have, I'm sorry. But it's not nearly how rude and disrespectful as you. You call me a dumbass, a bitch, etc in a normal argue. But telling me I'm good for nothing, I'm only good for buying you things, all that.. NIGGA, IF THAT'S HOW YOU FEEL THEN GO. Wtf? That makes you no sense. If I'm making your life that terrible then cut. I know that's sounds so hypocritical of me to say but I never said any of the mean things you've said to me. How I feel is that I don't get the respect, appreciate, attention, love, and consistency I deserve. Like I said before, it's not a matter of how I want to be treated anymore. It's a matter of how I deserve to be treated. I DESERVE to be treated like that.