Saturday, May 8, 2010

I feel hella stupid for believing you. Err, "believing." Let's say they really are someone's earrings, wtf. I wouldn't put it past you to lie to my face about shit, especially that. You've lied to me hella times in the past, idk why I should've believed you about that especially since you kept changing your story. For me, it's better to just asume you're lying and protect myself from getting hurt and looking hella stupid instead of believing you and you were lying to me the whole time. I really wish I hadn't "believed" you. Just so I can sleep better at night knowing I at least have kept some dignity or something. Sighh.. I really don't know. I feel hella used and hella stupid. I'm really fucken mad at myself.

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