There are about 10 zillion terrible things going on in my life and I honestly feel like I'm drowning. Yet again, I'm left all alone to deal with all these problems. Why does it seem like everyone else has it a hundred times easier than I do? I really don't wanna go to school tomorrow, but I don't wanna miss anymore school, plus I know staying home will just result in me crying all day feeling bad about myself or doing something even stupider. I've handled everything else in my life by myself, what makes this any different? I just have to stay strong enough to make it through. But I'm not sure how possible that is anymore.