I had the time of my life yesterday. I honestly can't ask for a better man in my life, boyfriend or not. <3 He's the sweetest thing ever and he cares about me so much. It's hard for me to see that sometimes, or most of the time, but he just blew me away yesterday. We got along so well and I was lovin every minute of it. He took good care of me and he was soooo affectionate. Ugh, I was eating that shit up. I'm such a douche, haha. We have definitely come a hell of a long way and I'm so proud of us. We do have a long way to go before anything is consistent, but now more than ever I've wanted to make things work between us. He's the fucken best best best! Seriously! I can't even explain in words how much I had fun with him yesterday from watching Spongebob in bed to cleaning up his nosebleed to him smothering me with druken slobbery hugs in the kitchen. I fucken love him, =) It was so nice to sleep with him even if he was drunk. I woke up cos I couldn't breathe, lolol, and his arms were around me. It was so nice to wake up 17 times in a night and see his face and put my arms around him. It was the best feeling in the world. I love him.