Sunday, December 26, 2010

I looooved work today! It was pretty fucken busy till the night time. My first day working 12-9, it wasn't too bad. I was bar most of the day which was cool. Junard got me a jewelry box for Christmas. <3 He's so sweet! I love him so much. My package of stuff I got myself came. I'm quite happy with my purchases! Oh, me and Hans got into it today. So funny. We made up though. Love my Hansy Horse! Oh. He told me Eric likes me. x__x Weird.. He says I'm pretty and shit, which is flattering, but weird.. I guess I'm just not used to being liked and told these things, lol. Awe, JR hella made me smile today.. I was on my 10 and I was sitting and I guess I looked sad or whatever and he was all "You deserve better. It really hurts to see you like this." I was all AWEEEEE. Hans said kinda the same thing to me earlier too. "Eric is a gentleman. He'll treat you like a woman." I really don't wanna fuck with anyone after Nick. I'll just do me till I get to Sf and see all the puuurtty boys at SFSU. Uuuuhgh! Haha. I hate when me and Nick and he says he's gonna leave and I get all crazy and possessive begging him to stay.. I think I just get scared of being left, when yeah it sucks, but it ain't my fault. His loss. I love that guy to death but I can't even tell him how I feel without it being a bigass thing sooo.. Idk what tomorrow is gonna bring but idk how much I care. I'm running errands, then getting a pedicure and eating sushi, JR's treat. =)

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