Thursday, February 18, 2010

It's true.. All I know how to do is start a fight. :( It's only because I miss you.. And you know that. I bother you and make you mad because even though it's not good for us, we're interacting. That's screwed up thinking I know but nothing's better than talking to you behbeh! Muahah. Okay, that made me laugh but anywhoo.. The whole long distance thing sucks and the only contact we really have on a daily basis is talking on the phone and it just makes me so happy hearing your voice and talking about whatever with you. But I know I can be a little clingly sometimes.. Okay, maybe more than sometimes.. I hate to admit it because it makes me feel crazy psycho and that you'll leave me but I'm trying to work on it. I just get jealous. BAD. I know I shouldn't but I do.. And it doesn't help the shit you pulled yesterday that upset me quite a bit. Hopefully you're not too irritated at me. I just wanna talk to you about it. Maybe I'll call you when you get out of school. I ruin everything smh.

*I blame my period for my crazy emotions! They're worse than normal. Fuck you Mother Nature.

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