Major vent...

How about we switch roles this time? Huh dicks? How about we do that? How about I stop saying sorry for once and you realize its not always my fault? I’m so fucking tired of people blaming me for everything and I’m also tired of me being the little bitch who takes everything to heart because everyone’s opinion matters so much because I always want to please everyone because I know how it feels to be mad and not have anyone understand you or help you out and I care so of course I wouldn’t want that to happen to you too. But I’m alone when it comes to that situation. I guess I am the dickhead for taking things seriously. Maybe I should just go around cursing everybody out instead of keeping things in and then ending up crying and beating myself up for something that has no importance whatsoever. Maybe I should just tattoo “fuck everyone” in each of my brain cells so I can get the point that no one really cares as much as my dumbass does. I want to be able to hate, but I can’t because I’ve already been in so many situations where hate only led to chaos, chaos, chaos and more chaos. I’m always telling everyone to speak about they’re problems and stop keeping things in because they do so much pain but look at me. Take your own fucking advice dumbass. Here you are crying your pussy eyes out because the simple words “you’re so selfish” make your skin crawl. Maybe I just don’t understand humanity. Maybe I’ve been wrong this whole time. Maybe caring is a bad choice.