That's annoying.

That whole Facebook comment shit made me feel pretty humiliated. That didn't make me mad, it made me sad. I was like "Wow, I guess." and it made me feel pretty fucken stupid. It makes me not want to do nice things (or anything for that matter) for you because you don't appreciate it. You say you do but you'll go and say stupid shit to me like that that just makes me feel dumb for being nice to you because you're obvious tryna hide me or something. I don't fucken know what it is that I just can't get over or that keeps me here. When we weren't talking I was perfectly fine. I took some time to think shit over but what was done was done and I was coo. I didn't feel the need to call you or anything because I was fine. But when you decided to find your way back into my life, I let you. Now I'm back here in the same situation as before feeling stuck and unhappy because it's like the situation is never gonna get any better. I thought this time around you'd do better for me but you've already pulled the same shit as before. But really, you haven't done anything but this whole Facebook thing to make me unhappy. We've already argued once and I mean, that didn't do anything. We always fight, lol. But for some reason this whole thing just really..I don't want to say "hurt" me, but it did make me feel sad. I get that that's your "sense of humor" (but that shit doesn't make me laugh one bit) but there's just some shit you don't say because it'll actually make sense enough to HURT my feelings. I guess I was just disappointed. You'll never understand though. But I guess I'm coo if that's how you wanna treat me. But go ahead and keep treating me like that, I promise I won't be around long enough for you to do it for long.

And when you delete the posts that are on your wall that show who you commented, and you delete mine, that's pretty fucken annoying too. But is any of this enough to drive me to the point of just completely giving everything up? Yeah, it has. I'm pretty much there because it's the same shit as the first time around. But am I gonna do anything about it? Probably not. Why? Because I'm stupid.