The thing that hurts me the most I think is the fact that you have no problem going on with your life without me. It seems like you had this all planned out and you're totally okay with it. I feel pretty stupid. I feel like you're long gone without me. I feel like behind, abandoned. I just hate that you're back to you're life so quickly, like you're fine without me. I guess I'm just being bitter. A part of me wants you to feel how miserable I am without you here. A part of me wants you to wake up and the first thing your body wants to do is cry.. I want you to feel as shitty, lonely, empty, and stupid as I feel. I wish you could hurt as bad as I'm hurting..because of you. I wish I could move forward with my life so fucken quickly. I kinda hate you for that.